last year, some people came in
somebody damn found a way in
I don't let people in my heart
I don't let people see what I do in the dark
yeah, you might think I'm dirty
yeah, you might think I'm so damn fine
but the truth is no matter how much they get used to it
they will always try to leave me behind
no love, living bad, little sad, little mad, thinking that really my
pilly stash isn't enough, fifty gram, in a cup, dinner had
no taste to my numb lips
this a fun vacay to my tongue twists
rip me up like a party in the carribean
all I wanna say is sorry I'm aware of being
being trampled every day when the kids come back
hearing all the complaints that the kids done had
telling people I'm as dirty as a motherfucker
I ain't want this reputation now you motherfucker
I ain't asked to be stepped on with dirty shoes
I ain't never ask for crying and your winter blues
get your shit together, people leave me, people leave you
some don't even wash hands after all the shit they do
ain't no progress in Prague residentia
I forget ya seems I got dementia I can sense ya
got me an apology
say it to my face I'm a prodigy, follow me
yall ain't see the other side of me
look at what I show, what I am: dichotomy
hope my parents can be proud of me
brain fucked up need an ice pick lobotomy
this ain't the part of me you wanna see,
lot of me walk the streets thinking I'll never be what I wanna be
shout out to my colony, yall a G, college people gotta be pained to inflict pain onto me
honestly, am I that hard to love?
am I such a bad person people run away from?
never had a single hitta wanna love me
people wanna get close fore they cut me
I can't trust a single fucking person coming close to me
I know that I've been blocking people out, it's not supposed to be
a way to push you far away or anything, I wish that you would stay
a little longer, but I get afraid of totally
letting yall in, that's why I be looking nasty
spazzing so much that my voice getting raspy
yall know nothing bout the door, bout no wet floors
i be dripping 24/7, yall can get more
i was made to cater to disabled persons
that’s the reason i got nothing but a shower curtain
i could say that i done had the fucking best intentions
bitches they be fucking tweakin just to stop to mention
how much they hate me, i’m just a project,
i don’t know how to lock shit, hear them say i’m catastrophic,
rap god, supersonic, coming for you, logic,
this the type of place you sit just to start shit
i’m picking it, we gonna dick it, indicative
diggin in ticketing, villain eventually winning it
will he be really epitome of an epiphany?
who is the enemy?
enemy better be better me, meta vendetta
key, lemon amphetamines
eminem enemies, and ‘em anemones
fuckin amenities
where the fuckin soap at?
where the fuckin toilet paper at?
where the coat rack?
kamikaze, where the wafer snacks?
where the seven dollar cheetos and eleven dollar pivos
dobry den, motherfucker, where the spatna bitches at
Hittin Epic four times in a fortnight (Fortnite)
haven't even slept forty minutes in the four nights,
taking four flights, I'll be forthright: you a sore sight when you cast away the little of your foresight
I don't blame your short sight, I am on the short side
but the knowledge in my mind cancels out my short height
cuz the more right isn't more right, they just more white
I open the news, you open a porn site
yeah, fine me, I know you finna
me and my mind, we got a difference in us
me and your kind, we got a difference in US
we polarize the nation, ain't no winner
this ain't a hill we gotta climb with Jonah
I may be a fucking bathroom but I got persona
no one ever wanna love me I got Corona
look, we got some bank so we could both be loners/loaners
look, I ain't tryna flex, I just wanna know why
I can never keep a person close to me in my life
people always wanna come when my floor is still dry
but they get it all wet, now we saying goodbyes
people only come to me when they in need and when I am the one in need they turn their backs around and leave me in a snap
yeah I know you say it says more about them than me but it happens so often soon enough I start to snap
yeah I wonder what's wrong with me